I'm too lazeeeeeeee to write ^^

Today is a good day... Wake up...had a good bfast...though i'm tired fr stayin up late, i felt happy...No more emo today...jz full of happiness

Andddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd jz 5 minutes ago, i'm no longer happy ...okok here's hw it goes...

jz like any other normal day...started packin when the clock hits 5pm...was walkin out of the class n suddenly the class jz buzz up wt panicky voice...well curiosity is owiz part of my nature(call it "penyibuk")...so i turn to check it out...so many diff faces...happy, sad, expressionless n suddenly a phrase caught my attention :- "compre's result"...i gt nervous...yea u shd've seen tat nervous face on me...for that 5 second, i jz stood there nt knowin wat to do...then jz as sudden as wat was happening, i turned back round n walked out of the class...

enter Mr.Moof moof's class...sat down...i complained bout compre n talked, ...n wth lets jz check my result...asked to use leo's pc...so nervous...i can hear my heart beatin so fast as if it's on my sleeve...start up explorer...get to sparsh...then to iLite...waitin for the page to load...i swear i feel like my heart could pop out any minute...it's done loadin n nw it's scrollin down the page...n slowly n slowly n slowy nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn man when i saw my CGPA.................................................................
it...it...it...it WENT UP! which means i GOT A FREAKING 'A'!!!!!!!!! wuhooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no longer happy bt SUPER DUPER HAPPY !!!! ^^i cant belif my eyes...i jz fxckin wing tat paper n i gt an 'A'...boy, aint i LUCKY??? ^^...tat's it i'm gonna go celebrate...ciao

Somehow yesterday n today i feel really restless...I felt like time is eating me up...There're so many decisions to b made, things to b said n things to b done...it's draining me out leavin only emptiness in me...

Then there's a sudden surge of emotions gushin thru my brain...cloggin every views, blurrin all my logics...all comin at once...it's so hard to figure out which is which...have you ever felt that way before? and then it feels like you cant catch a breathe, losing focus n dizziness jz sets in...i have the urge to tell someone bout hw i feel bt whenever i get to it...idk wth shd i say or where the hell shd i start...cos everything feels like spaghetti code...as much as i would like to explain what i'm feelin...i jz cant...i'm confused...

Tried walkin around the campus 4 more than an hour last nite listenin to songs in hope tat the breeze will help clear my mind...didnt do ne good...stil cant figure out nethin...bt somehow i felt a sense of relief...it's weird...but the breeze & d sound of crickets actually helps cool me down...

Well i guess tis is what ppl call as a crappy emo day...pffft...

COMPRE IS OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! Yip Dee Doo!!! This is wat i call liberation!!! haha...not completely liberated yet...stil gotta complete a post project and i'm appointed as the DBA (database administrator) = no hardcore programming for me..phew!!! what a relief...thank god i'm nt the SE (software engineer)...in 10 days time, startin fr Monday, it'll b absolute liberation if n unless i don't fail my compre ^^....ar then i'll b headin home to my family & fwens...cant wait to b back home but at the same time it's kinda sad cos leavin india means partin ways wt some good fwens i meet here especially Sammy, Juls, Nunu (those 3 r my Foster sistas) , Sanjev (my Foster bro) and Denny...

orh btw i went thru jeemee's bloggie today...& eek ^^...he call me SweetSam ...aww jeemee, i'm so touched ...tat's so very sweet of u ^^..here's a big HUGGIE for u

It's compre time (comprehension exam: final exam)! !! only 10minutes away...n wth m i doing here? hahaha as usual, i'm a lazy bump...guess i'm jz gonna wing it n c hw things goes ^^...wish me luck! zzzz...nt like u r gonna wish me in time ...-.-!...ne way tat's it for nw...i'm gonna go startup my exam link...ciao