That's my convocation's date...it doesnt seem that exciting anymore...i haven't fill in the online form yet and i haven't even pay the convo fees...u can call me lazy but really it doesn't interest me a bit now. I know it marks the end of another chapter of my life and a beginning point for a new chapter but i really don't know what to feel about it..serious...everyone's busy lookin for a job n building a new path in their life and all of a sudden i'm askin myself.."what do i really wanna do with my life?"...i thought i had it all plan out but now that i'm giving it a serious thought plus 1 movie i watch the other day makes me wonder whether i'm on the rite track...or more precisely is that the plan i really want...m i doin it jz for the sake of money that i thought i'd earn...i jz realize i had actually totally forgotten about my dream which is...alrite i'm nt gonna state it out here...i know there'll be ppl who is gonna tell me "how could u forget bout ur dream???" ...dun ask me y..i dunno either...i guess there're jz too many things goin on in life...complicated issues....well jz gt too occupied and u know somewhere along the way ppl tend to forget...should i try to do somethin about that dream of mine? i wonder if it's too late nw to work on it? i'm a risk taker..i do say so bt even risk taker sometimes fear to risk ...well call me a hypocrite or wateva it is u wnna name me...it's not like i really care hw ppl look at me...i don't need ppl to judge me...i'll do wateva i think is rite n to those who disagree...then to hell wt u...orite i'm pretty offensive...n yeah sorry about that...i'm jz nt in the mood to b nice at times...everyone experience moment like this so jz bear with me...alright i've had enough of today n tat's the end of today's post...oh ya i seriously deviate from my post's title...whatever...