Last week has been one of the most stressful weekends for me. It wasn’t because I had to do a lot of stuff but more of I had to reflect and think through a lot of stuff. It was a turmoil that I had to make right. Tons of questions and thoughts battling against each other to be heard, to be answered and most of all to gain a spot in my heart.

It is really daunting as to how our little responsibility of doing well in exams has grown into a massive ball of responsibilities. It’s EVERYWHERE! No matter where you turn to, there it is standing with a huge sign “Hello I AM RESPONSIBILITY. Don’t LEAVE ME BEHIND”. It’s good that we have responsibilities and goals but at times the thought of planning for the future and striving my way towards it drains me out. Now I have to even start pondering on how choosing the right government can affect my life. When has life become so complicated? All along I guess.

Oh I am so excited, I’m anticipating this coming weekend. Saturday, I’m gonna go get lots of book to help find ideas of what I can do in the future with the skill sets that I have now. That’s me paving my future career. I’ve already started doing some research on it, so by end of this week lets hope I have a list of things that I can do in the future. I’m hoping that it won’t be raining on Sunday too, so I’ll get to play tennis with Matthew my dorky lil bro.

Pardon me for my muddle up thoughts. I’m having a hard time collecting my thoughts. Thus it’s running and flying around everywhere. It clearly shows in my writing eh? Anyway, I sincerely apologize for not posting up pictures of my previous getaways. I have yet to sort them out. Let’s hope I’ll get to do that soon.