Tuesday, March 18, 2008

-| Time Warp |-

“Tick Tick Tuck Tuck, Tick Tick Tuck Tuck”, the sound of my fingers flying over the keyboard, typing away lines and lines of 4GL codes…Music blaring in my ears. Wasn’t really concentrating on what’s playing. As a song trails off, another came up, one after another…and then something just robs my attention away. All the codes fade off, all I can see and hear now is the song, a song that I’ve not heard for quite some time. My past unfolds as the song progressed. I see my past so vividly as if I’m still trapped in a time warp.

Amazing huh, how certain songs have such intense blow on our emotions and our life? Some songs remind me of certain people and some songs remind me of certain time in my life. It all feels really magical.
Well the song that stunned me earlier is Cupid’s Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes (feat. Patrick Stump). A song that was my ring-tone, a song that I listened to when I shower, a song that I listened to when I was waiting, a song that I listened to when I did a lot of things… a cute catchy sweet song that I really love.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

It was an awesome trip to Cameron Highland with my Dad, Mom, my Fiance and my lil Bro on 01/03/2008








Our little weekend getaway to Feringghi Beach. Stayed in Paradise Sandy Beach Resort from 23/02/2008 till 24/02/2008


Tea time at Gurney Drive on Saturday afternoon - cheering for mi laksa


This is where we had our breakfast on Sunday morning


Crazy photos taken on the beach




Shopping time! Lots of great bargains at Little Penang Street Market which is held once every month

-| B.I.T.C.H.? |-

Have you ever being called a b*tch? Well I have…both friendly and unfriendly...
Friendly b*tch was a just a "you b*tch , you fxcker" joke between me and my dear friend zeemi.

But I was also called a b*tch in a not so friendly way. Someone wrote me a hateful message sometime ago saying "$@#*%$#* You should be ashamed of yourself".

I just wanna point it out that I am not a b*tch, I am not ashamed of myself and there is no need to explain myself. Whatever happened, happens for a reason. It wasn't a sleazy act nor was it gain by treats or tricks.

It was reality, very honest, very factual and true to life.

Last week has been one of the most stressful weekends for me. It wasn’t because I had to do a lot of stuff but more of I had to reflect and think through a lot of stuff. It was a turmoil that I had to make right. Tons of questions and thoughts battling against each other to be heard, to be answered and most of all to gain a spot in my heart.

It is really daunting as to how our little responsibility of doing well in exams has grown into a massive ball of responsibilities. It’s EVERYWHERE! No matter where you turn to, there it is standing with a huge sign “Hello I AM RESPONSIBILITY. Don’t LEAVE ME BEHIND”. It’s good that we have responsibilities and goals but at times the thought of planning for the future and striving my way towards it drains me out. Now I have to even start pondering on how choosing the right government can affect my life. When has life become so complicated? All along I guess.

Oh I am so excited, I’m anticipating this coming weekend. Saturday, I’m gonna go get lots of book to help find ideas of what I can do in the future with the skill sets that I have now. That’s me paving my future career. I’ve already started doing some research on it, so by end of this week lets hope I have a list of things that I can do in the future. I’m hoping that it won’t be raining on Sunday too, so I’ll get to play tennis with Matthew my dorky lil bro.

Pardon me for my muddle up thoughts. I’m having a hard time collecting my thoughts. Thus it’s running and flying around everywhere. It clearly shows in my writing eh? Anyway, I sincerely apologize for not posting up pictures of my previous getaways. I have yet to sort them out. Let’s hope I’ll get to do that soon.

 
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